I tend to get into those moods of “I’m not going to find anyone” from time to time.
While I know I probably will, eventually, find someone. it’s just the meantime that sucks. but what can one do? *shrugs*
I tend to last a few days in my self-depreciative state before moving on. at least until it comes around again a month or so later. a bit like an orbiting object.
I’ll just keep going, and who knows, I may get lucky.